Sunday.
It's time
You're still running through my mind despite knowing I should be strong to accept the fact that we remain as friends. But .. the thing is, are we still friends? It's saddening when we have already drop contact for almost a month, and not because we did not carry on to make a step further. I rounded up, we were really close for almost a month. Those moments were precious! My first clubbing experience, you were present .. First guy that I've danced with for so long .. First to perform for me the unfamiliar shuffle dance .. Most memorable outing were my first visit to Timbre and Chinese Garden with you. Etc. Duck Pizza, Spicy Buffalo Wings, Cocktail, beer and live band. Timbre's atmosphere awesome! Chinese Garden's great too! Though you had least confidence of singing well but you still sang and played along with your classical guitar for almost three hours. I'm your only audience that night. I'm really touched! Been avoiding not to get involve in boy-girl friend relationship for almost one year and a half, after experiencing an unpleasant one with the previous. Till I met you, I felt secure and carefree for the very first time. You almost change my point of views towards a guy who's in love. But yet again, everything's changes and ends quickly with a blink of an eye. I ain't got the confidence anymore. You felt sorry, though I'm mentally prepared for the worst beforehand, but it's within my reach and being hurt once again. How am I suppose to believe it again? Exams are around the corner, I should put all my energy in my study. No use to keep pondering over, it's time to let go of you and memories shall be stayed. Thank you! :)
 
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